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Yeah, this happened, hahaha.
As much as I realize her intents were pure when stating this… it really doesn’t help my scenario, and it ends up sounding a tad hypocritical, because I know if she were in my shoes she would be a wreck too.
It doesn’t help I feel emotions more intensely than everyone I know. When I feel happiness I usually have to forcefully bottle it down or I need to run around and let out excess energy; when I feel angry I need to scream, punch, kick, and rant to like 10 people until it’s all out of my system or I just feel that rage; and when I’m depressed it feels like the entire world decided to sit on top of my chest.
I can physically feel my heart aching, sinking, and just overall crying out in agony. I have tried distractions from creating out, beating shit up in video games, ranting, crying, sleeping, working, cleaning, singing, and so much more but once it is over and I am by myself I still get reminded I’m alone.
I keep trying to be my own best friend, but the remedies I come up with are all temporary.
No matter what I do or where I go or who I talk to I will always be number three.
Dearly departed Harlan.
A sig for a buddy c:
Me and the new boy 8D We became official on the 6th of November.
So cute! Mostly. XD
So, I says this an’ all because I was hanging out with a bunch of guys not too long ago, which is, actually, highly common for me, which could lead into my rant about how I despite catty women, but that’s for another day.
Anyway, to the point. So, I was hanging out with them and I found it utterly hysterical how drastically different they would act when the other two males were gone leaving them with only me.
xD Yay, math jokes!