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As much as I realize her intents were pure when stating this… it really doesn’t help my scenario, and it ends up sounding a tad hypocritical, because I know if she were in my shoes she would be a wreck too.
It doesn’t help I feel emotions more intensely than everyone I know. When I feel happiness I usually have to forcefully bottle it down or I need to run around and let out excess energy; when I feel angry I need to scream, punch, kick, and rant to like 10 people until it’s all out of my system or I just feel that rage; and when I’m depressed it feels like the entire world decided to sit on top of my chest.
I can physically feel my heart aching, sinking, and just overall crying out in agony. I have tried distractions from creating out, beating shit up in video games, ranting, crying, sleeping, working, cleaning, singing, and so much more but once it is over and I am by myself I still get reminded I’m alone.
I keep trying to be my own best friend, but the remedies I come up with are all temporary.
No matter what I do or where I go or who I talk to I will always be number three.
Sig possibility for a friend.
365 Days — Day 18
Why you made your blog, why you still have it
Uuuuh… A friend insisted I make one, then I neglected it. Then another friend insisted it’d help my website in which I posted a lot, then neglected it again.
For me, tumblr is that toy you have set aside for when you are bored. You check on it sometimes to make sure no one stole it, but otherwise you mainly frequent it because you have nothing better to do.
Aaaand I like my bizarro name. I guess.
365 Days — Day 8
Things that make you sad
This song by Tim McGraw >___> My Immortal by Evanescence makes me sad sometimes. Pretty much certain songs make me sad.
And when my boyfriend makes a really sad face D: IT’S TOO CUTE TO BE SAD!
Oh, and when some sad shit went down in Kingdom Hearts. :<
365 Days — Day 3
What you think your reason for being here is
I wish I knew, but I feel like I’m too young to have realized why it is I exist at all. However, currently I feel like it is to help guide others while I travel on my long path to my own realizations, as I advise many of my comrades each passing day.
If only I knew how to aid myself.
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Me and the new boy 8D We became official on the 6th of November.