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For a friend who needs some love right now.
As much as I realize her intents were pure when stating this… it really doesn’t help my scenario, and it ends up sounding a tad hypocritical, because I know if she were in my shoes she would be a wreck too.
It doesn’t help I feel emotions more intensely than everyone I know. When I feel happiness I usually have to forcefully bottle it down or I need to run around and let out excess energy; when I feel angry I need to scream, punch, kick, and rant to like 10 people until it’s all out of my system or I just feel that rage; and when I’m depressed it feels like the entire world decided to sit on top of my chest.
I can physically feel my heart aching, sinking, and just overall crying out in agony. I have tried distractions from creating out, beating shit up in video games, ranting, crying, sleeping, working, cleaning, singing, and so much more but once it is over and I am by myself I still get reminded I’m alone.
I keep trying to be my own best friend, but the remedies I come up with are all temporary.
No matter what I do or where I go or who I talk to I will always be number three.
Dearly departed Harlan.
The World Ends With You
Excluding purple haired girl in the second row, who would you marry?
365 Days — Day 27
A person you wished lived closer and why
My online friend I call Shade, because he’s a fuckin’ sweetheart, really. Sadly he lives in Sweden, but I feel like my life would be a tad bit better if he lived closer, even if it just meant I had someone to talk to a bit more than I do now.
The image is a graphic he’s made.